The past year and a half...

Aug 24th 2025

Holy shit I havn't updated in so long. My life kinda went upside down and I was too emo to update. I was lost what I would even say honestly. I'll just be super direct because I'd rather be able to post and update about the good things in my life. Instead of being stuck on updating on the messy drama stuff. (I had my gallbladder taken out too, thank god.)

I broke up with Casey, I really tried to keep things on friendly terms but it all kinda went to hell. While broken up we lived together for a bit, I was seeing a girl named Alex, but I never mentioned it because I didnt want to hurt her feelings. In a funny turn of events, I went and hooked up with a stranger, gasp. (Their name is Jack) While I was at this hook up, Casey found out and kicked me out (even though I offered to move out earlier so that was kinda sucky) Also there was a bunch of drama with Cerys basically just telling Casey everything. I really sucked at navigating that situation but I did the best I could at the time.

Jack and I instantly became close, and I told them what happen, I stayed with my mum for like 2-3 days in the first month cos Jack just wanted to keep hanging out lol. We went on some dates and all that cute stuff, started offically dating on the 18th Nov. I moved in properly a couple months later (lesbian core).

There was some drama with Alex for a bit after that, but we stayed friends. And I was kinda on the fence about staying friends with Casey and Cerys. Up until Cerys messaged me saying she thought I had antisocial personality disorder. I ended the friendship basically right after that, I just couldn't see the friendship salvageable. I'm not going to get into details here atleast about all that stuff. The point is we arn't friends anymore. I was hesitant to remove Casey, and as of writting this, we are still on good terms, but I think too much has happen, and I'm going to remove her soon as well. Even if that is hurtful to myself as well, I really wanted to stay friends with Casey because she was all I had when Jayden died, and was a connection to him.

After Jacks lease was up, we wanted to move into a new place together but if we stay with their parents for a little we can buy a house! Actually we could do a ton of things after just a few months its kinda crazy. Moving was really stressful, but its okay, we're here now.

My mental health in general has been a bit shakey, it has been hard without my routines and my friends. Things with my family have been not great either, but theres nothing new there.

To finish things off, I'm happy I have Jack.

fred being fat

my jack